"As is your desire,as will be your destiny..."

"As is your desire,as will be your destiny..."

Monday, April 30, 2012

n u put starss in my eyessss! n dissipate the clouds of doubts!!!

Amongst all the insanity of growing up, learning the right ways to deal with things, learning to love n unlearning to love, may it be dealing with a heart-break or may it be talking about the new crush,or may it be talking about the big dreamsssss that we share in life or may it be talking about the little things which brings an instant smile our faces…u’ve been there with me throughout…
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You keep me sane…you bring out the best in me…without u stopping me when I’m going too much “with the flow” or correcting me n explaining things to me I don’t know where I would ‘ve been today?????

 I miss those days where we used to sleep in one bed kicking each other and pulling the blanket the whole night;I miss those evening walks in the race course talking(and mostly arguing);those random trips to MG road,breakfast at Maple Tree…I miss those times when u used to spend hours all together trying to explain why something is right or wrong and then getting irritated because the “stubborn-me” hasn’t learnt anything out of the long lecture…I miss those tyms ven we used to shop together n u used to tell me what to pick n what not to, or the hurried morning when before a mock pageant u used to correct my make-up or tell me the right jewellery…


You’ve been there with me through out…listenng to my endless whining…may it be the new “toad” in my life or may it be about the “major crisis” I’m facing;p….You’ve been there with me through every heart-break…through all the days of despair and insecurities…days when I start doubting the bigger better picture that Is waiting for me to be discovered…even on days when tears dry and when I wake up in the middle of the night with a void inside me..not knowing when the void will disappear,or the tears,or what life has insstored for me….you ‘ve been there each tym  I’ve lost faith in fairy-tales and hung up my glass slippers vowing “never again!!” ….you instill instill faith into the most beautiful and divine feeling-love,into hope,into dreams and happy endingssss…..

You make me feel secured,lovable,desirable…and all the good things anyone can ever feel…..i’m soooooo thankful to ‘ve u in my life…I would say it was destiny’s call for both of us to land up at the same time and the same place n then end up being such amazziinnggg friendsssss!!!*touch-wood*

2009-2010 may not ‘ve gone according to our plan but trust me it was the most phenomenal year of the my life…I got my Miss Universe…

You ‘ve taught mee soooooo muchhhh about soooooo many thingssss….trust me nothing that u’ve tried to teach me is wasted….i’ve imbibed every bit of it…I’m soo damn sure u r going to be an amazzinnggg mother!!!!Hope-nooo nooo noo lemme beegggg u…pleaassee start writing the novel  n I shall take care of the rest;)!!!!

Gosh!!!trust me,words fail me when I want to put every emotion in to words...may be I jus want to feel the buzz of the beautiful feeling u give me n not waste time trying to figure the right words to say what and why I feel for u….

N hell yesss lady I’ll make u do the chicken-dance again…..n make u doo the crazziieerrr thinngssss supa-soonnnn!!!

Thank you Miss Namita Shetty!!!you’ve secured and lovingly put me back into my bubble!!!!Thank-you!!!you promise a beautiful friendship to me!!!Love U....mmmoorrree!!!!


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